On the Platform

I went

I didn’t have a choice I thought, and as soon as I thought that, you know what came next. “You always have a choice”, she said. Geni, must you always respond to every random thought I have? And of course she replied, “what makes you think any thought is random?”. Or course, how silly of me to consider that. Now I’m starting to slow down my thinking process and question less because it frankly results in me feeling a little silly. Like I should know better than that. Well, I’m still new to this, it’s been a day or two, even if it feels like maybe a full lifetime already.

I pour another cup and add my sugar and creamer and just as I take another sip, my brain betrays me, and I before I can think that single thought, Geni says, “Tim, you need to pay close attention. You’re going out today and you’re going to meet someone I know you’ll want to meet.” I stopped mid sip. Geni, I said, you’ve never used my name before and I don’t remember even thinking it. I stop, but of course you’d know. “Tim, sit down and listen,” Geni says, “I’m going to take some time with this for you. Today you’re going to meet the lady off the train and her father.” “I’m what?” “I said. You’re going to meet the two from the platform and they know to look for you. This was not a random thing your witnessing them arrive. It is for a higher good that all three of you are coming together.”

I’m stunned, I’m even lightheaded, I’m so excited. This is incredible news. I never thought I’d see her again and now I remember just how beautiful I thought she was. And then I remembered the dad and how fragile was his walk. I finished my coffee, guzzled is more like it, got dressed quickly and hurried to the platform and before I could form the question in my mind, Geni said “Her name is Jeri, you may call her that and his name is John. Both are not as new to this as you so you can trust what they say and some things to be said will come through them to you.”

“You might remember that there is no separation in Spirit. It’s all the same. He made you out of himself, your body too. And he gave you the will to use them.

The mind that is in you and that you use and think with is the same mind that Spirit uses.

You will understand more as you open your mind to the favor of Spirit. You don’t yet comprehend the scope of what that means. No, you won’t be able to do what he does no matter how much you come to understand. You already have it all the time, but you must open your mind to feel it and use it as you have the freedom to do. You can do all the things you do, there is no change in that way. You cannot use it to create out of itself a universe just for you. That is beyond the scope of your understanding here. There will be things you can do that will astonish those around you before your mission is done. That too will come in time and as your understanding grows.”

Geni has gone quiet so I too will take a break. I’m still in awe that this is going on and I actually can’t wait for more. It’s 3:39 on the 31st of May just to make note.

6/3

Hi Geni, “Hi Tim”. Long day I ask. “There is only now so I for once don’t understand what you mean.” Can it be possible that you don’t understand time? “I don’t understand time because I am outside it. It doesn’t apply to me.” Let’s get to work.

Jeri will be here before very long and John is with her this time. They will take you aside and tell you of the plans already laid. You should listen and absorb what they say. But it will be you who decides the when.” Me?! I’m not even how sure I am that this is even real….yet. Ok, I know it’s real but can we slow this train down a bit. I mean things are moving really quick. “I know”, she said, “and that’s unfortunate but I have to get you up to speed. What you’re learning now usually takes most of a lifetime and sometimes two. Before you ask, yes everyone gets another chance and often more.” Spirit already knows how it is with you and everybody else.

When Spirit made the universe and imbued you, meaning humans, with self-awareness, access to consciousness, he also had to make it free. You have choice in order to be truly free, and he couldn’t see it any other way. There are times when you refuse to learn,

a lesson given does not teach like a lesson earned,

and you have to go through it all again. That might not seem so bad where you are now, but I promise you, if you were standing in the Presence of our Creator right now, you’d ask yourself how could I leave this space, this place, this Presence that I feel and know, surrounded by this kind of Love. The one that created the universes just for me to be. How could you indeed? That’s the depth of the Love he has for his creation and that includes me and you too. Here’s a secret you can know. He’s telling me it’s ok.

The longer you are in his raw Presence, meaning not in a manifestation like now, but in the spirit form that is your natural way to be, the harder it gets to leave.

Listen to me. The longer you are in his Presence, the harder is to be anywhere else. Think about that Tim. You’re standing in the Presence of God. Why would you, how could you, ever leave? Why would you want to? You don’t actually. His will and his Love strongly encourage you to fulfill your mission. So you do. “

“Now get ready here they come”. I looked up or turned my attention out, I’m not sure and there she was walking toward me on the arm of her dad. She had this long thick black hair almost down to her waist and she was dressed in jeans that weren’t new, but they weren’t worn out either if you know what I mean. Just really comfortable looking and a loose-fitting blouse, not tucked in but kind of flattering drawn at the waist. Her eyes were dark and her smile genuine, like you’d give a dear friend you’re seeing that you haven’t seen for a long time. She wore walking boots and strode with a confidence that I hadn’t seen before. Just ready to get on I guess I would say, like she knew exactly what she was doing, which of course she did. John was dressed in jeans and a faded work shirt and wore the same boots as Jeri. Now his walk was more than a shuffle but not quite what Jeri was showing. He walked with a sure stride, describes it best. Not broken down at all. I put in a reminder to ask about that later.

As she got closer, I could feel a nervousness about me wanting to make a good impression. Geni stepped in and said “Tim, these are things you must release, they are not part of you anymore. You are no longer the Time that you knew, wanting the things you did. You have a broader view of how things need to be going forward. Time for that maybe later or maybe never again. You need to do the job first.” I get it, Geni, are you inside them too? “There are others there speaking the same thing to them that I say to you.” I immediately knew it meant Jeri felt the attraction to me that I felt for her. And it was a feeling not a thought, so Geni didn’t comment. I learned something new. There are some things that only Spirit knows about.